Days you don’t understand
Filled with mixed signals and
emotion
Mornings you fear the day
And nights you fear more
Trying to make sense
Of jumbled wires and connections
Puzzled beyond solutions
Pain with every thought
Stop asking why
No one can tell you
You can’t tell yourself
No answer exists
Light to dark to light again
Time is escaping
Staring flatly at the clock
With defeat
Why can’t it make sense
At least a little
This may be tolerable
If I new what it’s for